♥ 五月的回忆 ♥

Holiday-ing =)

yea im free from stress temporary and finally can spare some time to write something here

last paper of the day - econ and i think i screwed it up badly

not gonna think about that first

having a great holiday is my first priority from now on teeeheeee

能够到海边散散步吹吹海风会是更好的@最完美的

stupid econ make me cant really enjoy my big day which fall on yesterday

sigh all because of the bad management system of HELP college 

always come out with stupid exam timetable

suan le all my exam already over now phewwwwww 

i can enjoy every single day of my holiday  

gonna meet with many many friends

gonna have round and round of yam cha session with them

yeah i love them all muacks =)

not gonna stay at home, i wanna go out lepak to the fullest

need to fully utilise all my time opppssss sure gonna kena from my mum

but aiks suan bah she already use to my busy life wakakakakaka

opppsss crap so much needa blog a lil on my birthday
a small celebration with the Mohs at 大使馆 , desa sri hartamas

it was a korean restaurant love the food there =)

but without xian and barbie they all need to work so cannot join me on the dinner sadnya =(

nevermind wait till both of them are on their off day i gonna ask them to celebrate agn with me wakakakakak

i got my em, coo, zoie, suzy, ryan,kelvin, his gf and most important my ceo to celebrate with me on that night

love them all to the max muacks muacks  ♥ ♥

not to forget my family they did celebrated with me on my actual day love them lotsa too =)

and all the sweet birthday wishes that flown in nonstop from day till night

love all my friends so muchyyyyyyyyyyyyy u guys are so great =)

ah dear thanks for the presieeeeee i love it so much,

em thanks for the small lil piggy,

and the Mohs thanks for celebrating my birthday

♥ ♥ ♥

cake from a slice of heaven

the best ever =)

hmmmm kinda in the mood of blogging now=)

love myself so much 

promise myself not to emo and yeah i did it

love to smile rather than emo as emo is just a waste of my time de activity

not gonna gain anything from it, just gonna make my physical and mental hurt

hate emo shooooo go away from me

wakakakakaka

gonna blog about my day 

woke up kinda late today oppsss should said very late not kinda

if my mum didn't wake me up at 12 i think im going to sleep till die and gonna gg man 

supposingly i should wake up at 8 something cuz i haven finish my presentation slide

tot of finishing it before i went to college sigh ended up rushing for the slide after i woke up

yeah he fetch me to collage and i don't need to rush out of the hell

late for the class like 10 to 15 min but nvm late is better then i skip the class wakakakakaka

editing my slide when im in da class

went to the class without eating anything

not even my breakfast sigh

luckily after a while the lecturer let us to have a break wheeeee

as usual we went to the mamak to have our yam cha session=)

ate my brunch and went back to the class

start to feel nervous as it is our turn to present

lucikly im able to present phewwwwwww

not like yap khang hui dunno buat ape de kit kit kat kat de

class ended at 6 like that damn late ler

maybe i never stay till the class end so i felt that it end very late sigh 

waited for him to fetch me back

it is damn jam while on the way back to puchong

rararararara everywhere is fucking jam de sigh class ended late is like that de larh needa face with the jam

but im lucky again dun need to drive, enjoying my tiramisu cake bought from alexis by him while he was driving=)

hmmm i can feel my heart loving him more each day 

im not going home after my class   

went to old town to study for my finals with him
love to have him by my side when im studying so that i can concentrate and dun need to online
seriously cannot study at home i just cannot get myself away from the lappy and get away from fb and msn like will die of it wakakakaka

seem like i've been to old town quite often lately

bump into jjb sista last sunday at the same old town

it is like months i never meet with jjb sista

needa spare sometime to meet with her after my finals

like to yam cha with her so damn much i can talk to her everything i want=) 

jjb sista dun forget to spare sometime for me arhhhhh!!!!!

dunno what to blog already will update soon

thanks to everyone that care about me i love u guys all with my sincere heart ♥

ciaoz

emo-ness

i think this gonna be the best way for me to release whatever is inside my mind

dunno how many millions time do i needa cry in a days

im seriously down with emotional breakdown i guess

emotional unstable for one whole week starting from last Monday

it's seem like taken control over me and i cant even control the emotion by myself

the tears just flow down on my face easily

i just feel like crying all the time

what is wrong with me

listening to jay chou new song is making me even emo

but i just cant stop listening to them

love the song so damn much

it is just like my mood sigh

i think im goin to fail my exam

i left only 6 days to revise before im going to sit for my finals

and i just cant even get into the single page of my notes and text book

my brain is stuck now cant even work on my fin

haven even prepare my presentation slide for the presentation fall on Wednesday

and it is law man how am i gonna present on the chapter that i dun really know

im seriously feel like giving up already

hate my temper recently i just cant get well with people

sigh not people is just that someone

i think im creating too much of trouble to u

u gonna please me all the time just because of the unreasonable reason

i just cant get myself out of the same matter all the time

dear sorry for making u worry and emo

i dun wanan show u emo face all the time

but i just cant put a smile on my face

trying hard but just not able to

sigh i think im goin to gone crazy soon

needa stop being babi lembu that xian mention before

is time for me to apologize to everyone

i dont wanan make people around me to piss off with me

sigh those up and down is just a process of my life that i needa gone through

i should just lead it with a much happier one not gonna simply create any trouble to anyone anymore

needa sincerely apologize to the people that i hurted before

=(

rararara

again again again and again
i really dunno when it gonna happen for another time-again
i hate this so damn much
i hate the feeling even more arghhhh make me emo all the time 
make me mad like hell!!!!!
why is this thinggy happen on me again??
i thought i will lead with a happier life sigh
look like having you in my life is a wrong decision
seem like everything is within my expectation
i knew this gonna happen from the very beginning
as long as there is the she we gonna argue for this matter over and over again
why u have to hide this and that if there is nothing between u and her?? why u needa act like this??? 
your make me confuse all the time
i can be very "da fang" with everything u did but this gonna be a big NOno to me
i really cant stand anymore
at first i thought i will be okay with it but she is like crossing the border line 
why she has to find you with every single little minimanimo de thinggy??
don't tell me the same lame excuse when i mention about it everytime i had enough of it already!!!!

seriously don't understand u at all
left me with a BIG question mark
does it seem to be so damn scary of telling me the truth till u rather lie to me 
did i ever said i don't trust u??  i just don't wanna be the last to know about everything 
i dont understand what is so sanfu of  telling me the truth
deep inside my heart i know that you are not gonna do things that gonna hurt me but why cant you just be more honest to me

seriously hate u so damn much now
hope that u can just disappear from my life immediately
dont wanna see u anymore
can u pls go away from my life??
i dun wanna be emo or mad for the same reason everytime
had enough of it already!!!!!
god pls ask him to stop all this i dun wanna emo for another time

hope that i will be better tommorow
not gonna bother so much
party hard before my finals 
nite~

a sudden post =)

sleeping for 3 hours and having just a meal in a day is making me sick
i think im going to sick soon
left only one week to study for the finals
im going to crazy larhhhhhhhh
already wasted one whole night emo without reason
cant waste any single minutes anymore as im seriously lack of time already =(


went to borders to do my assignment after my fin replacement class  today
i really cant do assignment at home cuz i will ended up fb or play my hotel city
damn hopeless de me sigh
i realized that he really treat me damn good
really can do anything just for me
trying hard to help me on my assignment even he doesn't really like finance
teman me the whole afternoon at borders to let me finish up my assignment
but my progress was so damn slow sighhhh
law is another subject that gonna kill me
lucky that im quite rajin skip only 2 times for the lecture at least i still understand what did the lecturer taught.
hmmmm hope that i can pass for this subject pray hard


opppssss im like a vampire already
im suppose to sleep on my bed now
told them that i already gone to sleep but ended up blogging here
sigh i feel like im wasting my time if i fall asleep now de
so decided to blog and study for a while before i go back to my bed later
got a new nick name babi lembu, xian said im too "ngou" already
dont wanna listen to people, ask me to sleep for millions times still dont wanna sleep
sigh if she saw this she gonna kill me wakakakakakaka
nothing to crap already
needa revise on my fin ler
ciaoz~


I love my ah dear so damn much =)

=(

I'm not in a good mood after i woke up this morning

dragged by my mum to the gym in the early morning 

luckily i went to sleep early yesterday if not sure cannot wake up

after the work out went to eat with my mum

she ordered something that i don't like to eat

ended up i didn't ate anything feeling emo and moody

i dunno why i feel so moody so sudden

people already not in da mood she still nag me make the mood even worst

i really cannot stand my mum sometime

she make me feel like im a small kid

hate this feeling so much

mummy im big enough to think for myself can u stop nagging me PLS

im already 22 this year i know what im doing Pls dont think like im still a small kids

make me cry for the whole afternoon for no reason

maybe im just too moody

neve been so emo and moody

feel like dying so much

ended up i didn't went for the tuition

my dear called me make me feel better

if not i think im dying on the bed already

gonna sleep for few day on my bed

this gonna make me suffer man

pity my dear so much he is already sick i still make him worry about me

and still needa find ways to make me smile

make me love him even more =)

i wish that i could die now so that i will not bring any trouble to anyone

especially my mum she doesn't need to be so sanfu nag me everyday

sigh 

i love u mummy but i hate when you start to nag me

mummy, can u be a much more understandable and considerate mummy pls =(

needa finish up my fin and law assignment instead of blogging here

or else i will have not enough time to study for my finals

finals is so damn scary man

pray hard for my finals

hope that i will pass all