emo-ness

i think this gonna be the best way for me to release whatever is inside my mind

dunno how many millions time do i needa cry in a days

im seriously down with emotional breakdown i guess

emotional unstable for one whole week starting from last Monday

it's seem like taken control over me and i cant even control the emotion by myself

the tears just flow down on my face easily

i just feel like crying all the time

what is wrong with me

listening to jay chou new song is making me even emo

but i just cant stop listening to them

love the song so damn much

it is just like my mood sigh

i think im goin to fail my exam

i left only 6 days to revise before im going to sit for my finals

and i just cant even get into the single page of my notes and text book

my brain is stuck now cant even work on my fin

haven even prepare my presentation slide for the presentation fall on Wednesday

and it is law man how am i gonna present on the chapter that i dun really know

im seriously feel like giving up already

hate my temper recently i just cant get well with people

sigh not people is just that someone

i think im creating too much of trouble to u

u gonna please me all the time just because of the unreasonable reason

i just cant get myself out of the same matter all the time

dear sorry for making u worry and emo

i dun wanan show u emo face all the time

but i just cant put a smile on my face

trying hard but just not able to

sigh i think im goin to gone crazy soon

needa stop being babi lembu that xian mention before

is time for me to apologize to everyone

i dont wanan make people around me to piss off with me

sigh those up and down is just a process of my life that i needa gone through

i should just lead it with a much happier one not gonna simply create any trouble to anyone anymore

needa sincerely apologize to the people that i hurted before

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